So in case you haven't heard, mom is getting married. She was going to let me life in our house alone or with my step brother but she changed her mind.

So now I'm moving to el friggin cajon.

But atleast bronte and Aaron are closer. And I get a new bed. And room. And house.

School is fail. My teacher has called a meeting to discuss 'Alternatives' which is usually a word he uses to scare me into doing more work, but now I'm going to take him up on that offer.

I can't sit around and pretend like I'm getting somewhere with this anymore.

And I ALMOST got a job as a model...but since we're moving, I have to abandon that. I still need a job really bad though.

So we want to be moved in by the time they get married which is two weeks from now.

I'm trying to pack up without putting away all the stuff I need. I'm so paranoid that something is going to happen to my tablet durring this process. And my laptop is a piece of doodoo already, lord knows it's going to break on the way.

So if I'm not on for a while, that's probably why.

Oh and also my internet is broked so I'm sponging off of the neighbors.

Anyways, there will be very little to no art posted by me for the next two weeks, and I don't know how much I will be on.

I want to start doing adoptables because I love designing characters, but I'm not good at keeping them alive.

So yeah, I might give away a few that I've already created. Let me know if you're interested.

I'm still working on getting my camera fixed.

My ipod touch was stolen so I'm also trying to get a new one of those :C

And a new computer because this one is a piece of doodoo, like I said.

AND on top of all of that, I have a cold now. Joy!

Oh, I went to visit mutant(kyle/my ex) a few days ago. Spent the night there, met some of his friends, they flirted, he got pissed, he missed me, I got raped, and then I went home the next day and nearly got stuck up there because the buses were being douche nozzles and didn't run for like four hours.

And then he got angry because people got angry because I had gone to see him. He started saying he was going to beat up this one guy who likes me and doesn't want me near kyle and then he started textyelling at me saying that every time I go up there, something goes wrong in his life and he's tired of getting the short end of things.

I assumed that I was causing trouble that he just hadn't told me about and I said I would leave him alone and appologized, then cried and passed out.

And then a few hours later, he called.

The jist of our conversation:
Him: I'm sorry, I didn't mean to say that, it's not true. I was just really angry and frustrated and I don't know why...

Me: *drowsily* it's okay...

Him: No it's not...were you sleeping?

Me: Not intentionally, I just kinda cried myself to sleep involuntarily.

Him: I made you cry?!?!?! Oh thanks, now I feel better *sarcasm oozes*

Me: Don't beat yourself up about it, it's not like it's the first time.

Him: Great! Thanks...

Yeah, I'm mean. But it's about time he found out. And anyway, I think you would have cried to if someone you loved blamed you for everything bad that was happening in your life.

So yeah, thats about it. I probably won't be going up there for a really long time because if his dad finds out I was up there, he gets in a lot of trouble, and he won't let me stay with one of his friends because he's afraid they will rape me.

...boys *shakes head*

So yeah, back to packing. Feel free to comment or note me and share your thoughts or let me know if you're interested in one of my characters.